Monday, October 14, 2013

Undeniable Involuntary Wish

Crazy talks, cold nights. While your sudden smile surrounds me, your words fly through the now, while i launch my feelings to you within the waves, the cold waves that surrounds us. I paint the happiness in my mind, when i see your face. I paint the joy in my heart when your eyes turn into two black half-moons while you smile. The strong hug that heals my wounds and tie my scars, the warmth of your arms involves me, the touch of your eyes into my soul.
Time separates us. I wonder about us, it could be impossible. What if we try? Evident reasons break the line that tie us together. Will i one day have you? The cup that i drink now is empty, the heart which pumps my blood now is weak, the air that covers me is not breathable. I can hear the demise' footstep that echoes around this dark room.
What is real? The despair shoots the arrow that momentarily carves through my chest, making my surrounding and my senses turn inward. While i walk through this dark woods, i hear the song of the owls, and the murmur of the bats, as i hit against the giant pillar that sustains my life. I face the pieces that make me real, and they all tumble down.
Feeling for you, the never.