Sea Sharp

Windows close
And then
Right after
Doors slam shut

Winds guide me
Through eternal flight
Where I touch
Where I feel
The skies

Amidst fogs of doom
Is where I found my own
Solitude

Between corners and streets
I saw the devil flee
To a whole new room

Lights might guide you
To another portable sadness
Where you carry
Never being able
To dispose it

We prevail
Through time
We unveil
All ties
Made within our only
True
Self

To enthrall them
With numerous souls
Until we come untied
Again

Living life
As if shadows prevail
Over them
Trust your feet
Light your fleet
And winds will
Guide you back
To me

Dark Days

It echoes through my mind


You




It flies around in the sky


You




Thoughts of you
The sensation
 of your hug

 the hug I've yet to feel

They are among the fog in my mind


So pretty
Yet so far

I'm so needy
Of your touch



For all these years
I've been hoping to find somebody like you
Waiting
Sitting
 anywhere on the streets
Waving
 randomly
Weeping
 secretly



I'm not poor
I don't starve
I don't have thirst

I am warm
I feel alive


But I've lost enough
I've seen the pieces;
 i've seen them fall

I've witnessed the demise
Of close relatives
Of close friends
I've wiped their tears
I've given them joy
I've hugged them
 long enough
 so they could
 let go of their fears
So they could
 grow
 strong
 patience
 determination

But i still feel
 pain
 emptiness
 hollow
 confusion
 demise
I can't wipe my tears
I can't cauterize my holes
I can't fill the whole
 of all my strength
 of all my powers
I can't let go of my fears
I'm not ready for the goodbyes
I'm not ready for the suffering


But i've found it

It's you

You


Your image
And your image only
Gives me hope
Gives me love
Makes me whole
Makes me feel


I need you
Your breath
Your kiss
Your companionship
Your hug
Your touch
Your flame
Your dreams

I need you



Yes, it is too soon to say things like that
But somewhere deep inside
I feel the undeniable truth
The one that my hearth is telling me

I need you




I need
 you

Flight

i'm not going to change myself to change the world

not another key in a random keyhole
not another rug in a random office
not another life in another world
me

us
we
me

the essence of life
is based on the desires of our soul

love
life
love
live

scattered lies across this big hopeless ocean
not another shout in a heartless abyss
not another vow to a motionless god
not another paper without any writing

set the mind free
then we can control the unknown
doubt love
but don't kill the sentiments

to sing our song
is to further prolong ourselves
our rhythm
is ours to make
our scars in this world
is ours to rip

change the world
not by changing yourself
but by loving your whole

doors exist to be opened
windows, to make you able to watch
glasses, to make you able to see
this great world
with fantastic people

hear the birds singing
breathe the air so alive
love the ones you take inside

make yourself beautiful
torn those strings that blind us
there's nothing wrong in being different
nothing wrong in doing different

go out
kiss
make love
make peace

fly
above the limit of the mind

fly
with your beloved one to the skies

to err is to learn
to learn is to live
and to live
is to fly

love


fly

Silence

People fear
what they don't know
people fear
what doesn't makes them their own

sad histories
are told by elders
and heard by none
which makes them powerless

we dream of
fake suns
fake grass
fake love

we live of
fake sentiment
fake ambitions
fake smiles

fake trees
from fake seeds
absence of peace

foes
fallen friends
flying leafs
in the depths of earth
we stay alone
we stand along
no means of salvation

fear for the others
motionless heart
shame for another
hopeless start

in lands that we thrive
in flags that we conquer
we win nothing less
than a silence an hour longer

motionless
meaningless wheels
afraid of being
in this worlds will

awaken
we hear only silence

Love

you feel it to, don't you?
the senses
they're
turning inward
they're revolving around you

dumber and dumber
you'll get smarter


those dreams
the bad days
the good nights

luxury
those one night stands
that made your heart wake like
butterflies
the next morning

trash
all of this
just junk
just souls that flies away


the unnamed feeling that
gets you
unprepared

the night awakes
lighter and lighter
brighter and heavier
the gray skies
the weeping clouds

they're here


suit up
put your mask
and get the lovely day
like always
like forever

sadder and sadder
heavier and heavier

those days
they're all nights


floating foreign lands
gravity
universe

just like every ship that crumbles
like every heart that breaks
every fruit that rotten

you need that
the pain
the feeling that nothing's right

the feeling that everything is broken
claws in your chest
walls, tumbling walls

hollow boxes
joy
glee

they are trying to save you
from your own
demise

they're gone
the good days
all gone
like dust
like water
we are fucked up
we fucked up


love

Clocks

Shards are raining from the sky
I sense the danger nearby

All those reflections
Straight to the mirror that inhabits my soul
All those eyes
Those malicious vicarious eyes
That replace our beings
Surviving with currency in this vicious planet
This broken land, chained territory
That we conquered

I can feel the walls falling apart
I can feel my organs failing to respond
I can feel the darkness corroding my soul
I can feel my brain giving up to the pain
I can sense my senses falling away
Escaping from this body
That has become the darkest place on earth
For me

For me


I can know
I may know the answer
I can learn
I may learn the way out
But i cannot erase the footsteps that i've left on this quicksand
This quicksand that marks my failures

This body
These fingers
These organs
They're all fake
These companies
These images
These photographs
They're here to blind me

I've failed the persons i love
I'm alone
I'm afraid to take the right path
Because i've let the demon consume me
I've let the light fade
The darkness lunch
The horizon fall

The clouds weeps at me
Their tears cleasing me
When the moon corrodes my battle cry
For justice
For forgotten words
Disposable, erasable words
I've fallen apart
To a level i cannot put myself back into place

I'm not calling for help
I'm giving up the answer

For me

Photos on screens

Is.. This it?
The place i meant to be right now?
He talks, she talks. She answer, and i imagine.
Oh, how is it depressing..
I'm suffocating and.. And I am not sure if you are you.
Are you?
The images consume me, entirely. Why do i keep looking?
What a beautiful disaster..